Life

Abs wakes up every morning just so happy. I'm not a morning person but seeing her smile when I go get her out of bed makes me smile and helps my mornings be more cheerful. It's amazing what each kid brings to a family. When you have it...you just can't imagine life without it.

I have had a horrible week. I'm not going to go into it...everyone I really wanted to know about it knows...a lot of tears, times I wanted to just curl myself in a blanket and just hide out for awhile...I'm not depressed...I just was at a loss as to what to do and hiding from the issue just seemed like a great idea. I also have THE countdown constantly going through my mind...today is 46...46 days and then I have to be without my best friend for more than a year....oh how life can be a roller coaster...I love roller coasters...these past few roller coasters of life...not so much.

Now totally off that subject...the other day, Hannah told Dan she wanted to be a "Doochess." She meant duchess of course, but it cracked us both up. Hannah...she always does or says something funny.